{"id":97989,"date":"2026-03-12T06:13:13","date_gmt":"2026-03-12T05:13:13","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.orgelimstephansdom.at\/?p=97989"},"modified":"2026-03-12T06:13:13","modified_gmt":"2026-03-12T05:13:13","slug":"ja-lutschts-euch-das-ist-unsere-kleruselite","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/orgelimstephansdom.at\/?p=97989","title":{"rendered":"Ja, lutscht’s euch! D A S IST UNSERE KLERUS-und ihr Umfeld, wozu eine h\u00e4upter-f\u00fcllige Verwaltung auch geh\u00f6rt – ELITE!!!?"},"content":{"rendered":"

Fakt: ihr Menschenkadaver N\u00dcTZT F\u00d6TUSECHTHERZEN, um darein DIE FEHLDENKRASSENdenkfehler EINZUBAUEN!<\/span> Miesestes Kosmosgew\u00fcrm, das Denken nicht anders denn als Suchtbefriedigung geschafft hat, DIESE ELEMENTALE sammelt ihr gierig, NICHT IN HIRNE, sondern in MENSCHENHERZEN! <\/span>Damit haben wir in der Erde in das edelste Werdeorgan.. den miesesten Kosmosdenkemotionalmist abbgef\u00fcllt.<\/span><\/p>\n

ES MACHT WAHNSINNIG, zu denken, was ihr Unbeschreiblichen unserer eigenen Art, MIT DER ERDE- und der menschlichen Herzkraft auff\u00fchrt<\/span>_<\/span> IHR FOLTERT UNSERE F\u00d6TENHERZEN SCHON ZU STAUBSAUGERN der Idiotengedanken der primitivsten Danebenhuchelkrixidenkelementale des Kosmos…..<\/strong> <\/span>und dar\u00fcber schwuchelte ihr als Fathers und Priests, und wollt, als RESTLOS UNSTERBICHE, da wir nur den Leib sinkenlassen k\u00f6nnen, und Gottstoff GIBT ES NUR… dahin. Und das an unseren besten Orten und durchaus gemeinschaftsgetragen.<\/span><\/p>\n

Wau.. ich brauche eine Pause… DAS MENSCHLICHE HERZFELD mit den plumpsten Fehldenkversuchen ganz anderer Kosmosprimitivrassen vollstopfen.. DAS GOTTENDE IN SICH AUSROTTEN, um nach Unsterblichkeit zu streben.. DAF\u00dcR F\u00d6TEN SCHON ruinieren.. es ist.. wirklich unfa\u00dflich. ABER GENAU DIESE PAPPN HABZZ…. ihr seid ja, auch wenn man nicht wesensraumhinschaut, v\u00f6llig verschrobene, zertonte Schmierchens. Verloren irgendwo in freier Umlaufbahn… ALSO WAS FRAU SVALI DA SCHREIBT.. ja, kann voll stimmen: GENAU SO SCHAUT AUS, was im Stephansdom auch Messe trippeln kommt. UND GENAU SO SCHAUT AUS, wenn sie dann ihre Massenauftritte daherparaderln.\u00a0UND ES IST NICHT ZU VERGESSEN, da\u00df sich auch im anderen Umfeld nur halten kann, wer da mitmacht, so oder so. Da d\u00fcrfen wir n\u00fcchtern sein, so traurig das ist.<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

WENN MENSCHENHANDEL DAS EINTR\u00c4GLICHSTE ERDEGESCH\u00c4FT NEBEN KRIEGEN, wo Menschenhandel dann ganz leicht geht, ist.. dann mu\u00df der ja wo stattfinden. UND DAF\u00dcR braucht man.. HIENICHE von HIENICHEN GEGEN ALLES LEBEN JJEDERZEITBEFEHLBAR… mind blown, brein cut und so weiter… ADVANCED SCIENCE, \u00e4\u00e4\u00e4h, kloaa.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Na pumm. Ich bin geschockt.<\/span><\/p>\n

IN MENSCHENHERZEN stopfen diese unfa\u00dfbar Hienichen.. Kosmosdenkprimivstschrott, und Menschenvernichtung wie geht.<\/span> Flutungss\u00e4uleeinfahren, Geschlechtskraft des Leibes sofort fehllenken, damit sie NIEMALS mit dem reifenden Menschen darin herzeins werden kann.. schrecklich. DRUM SCHAUN DIE SO AUS!!! Ich habe ja Tonnen von denen gesehen, da ich lose orgels\u00fcchtig bin… arg.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ascended Master<\/strong>: This is considered by the Jesuits the highest form of spiritual achievement. These individuals are considered as close to ascension as a human being can achieve while still walking the earth.<\/span><\/em><\/p>\n

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  2. Buzzerln beim Popschieingefahrenwerden STILLHALTEN BEIBRINGEN, „liebevoll“\u00a0<\/span><\/em><\/li>\n
  3. UND AUS SOWAS DANN HIENICHSTE ERWACHSENLEIBER, als DAS ASCENDET MASTER?????! <\/span><\/em><\/li>\n
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    SCHWERVERBRECHER,IHR HIRNGRAMMELN!<\/span><\/em><\/h1>\n<\/li>\n<\/ol>\n

    Eigentlich: zum Rundherausverzweifeln, denn DIE sind irrekuperabel. Die sind hin\u00fcber, ALLE. Egal welchen Teilbereich sie „mitarbeiten“, NEBEN DIESEM IHREM WAHREN… Leben.<\/span><\/p>\n

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    Ich bin wirklich am Boden zerst\u00f6rt. JETZT verstehe ich Father<\/span> Phil und andere eindeutige Sprosse daraus. Ich lief mit dem __f\u00fcr mich halt ein Kamerad auch, etwa sieben acht Jahre lang durch Wien:: in meine Wachbewu\u00dftsein.. also ich kenne dieses PRO-Duct dieser Jesuitenkralla ECHT! WIRKLICH. Na zack.<\/span><\/p>\n

    Mein Gesamtwesensraum hat den ja gegengelesen, w\u00e4hrend mein abgekapseltes Menschliches brav „folgte“…. wenn ich dahinein gehe.. mir graut. Ich mag diese flaschen sicherlich icht aufmachen, aber<\/span> besser ich als meine Enkelin!<\/em><\/span><\/p>\n

    Und das Sacrosankt – Sakrosankt<\/b><\/span> (vom lateinischen<\/a> Adjektiv sacrosanctus<\/i>, einem Kompositum<\/a> aus sacer<\/i> und sanctus<\/i>, deutsch \u201eunverletzlich, hochheilig\u201c) bezeichnet in der Zeit der r\u00f6mischen Republik<\/a> und des Prinzipats<\/a> die Unverletzlichkeit einer Person, die durch einen Eid gesichert werden sollte. ———-<\/p>\n

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    DECEPTION<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n

    DAS SCHREIT IN EUREN GEHEIME ELITENB\u00dcNDE – GEHIRNL\u00d6CHERN!!!<\/span><\/h1>\n

    Ihr Kaputtungss\u00fcchtigen HABT DIE QUALVERENDETWESERLN<\/strong> des Kosmos UND DIE ICHBINDIRGOTT-KALTSCHRAGEN<\/strong>KOSMOSRASSEN zu eurem Einsgott verschmolzen… ALS MENSCHEN!!<\/strong>! Ich pack’s nicht… echt.<\/span><\/p>\n

    DAMIT wollt ihr menschliche Meisterschaft, Unsterblichkeit, h\u00f6chste R\u00e4nge ERREICHEN!!!!?<\/span><\/h1>\n

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    NOCHMALS: ihr f\u00fcllt IN MENSCHENF\u00c4TEN SCHON… Kosmosderplumpstfehldenkwesenschrott IN DEREN HERZEN!!! DARUM seid ihr so schmierig alle mitnand!!! WEIL IHR I DAS ALLEINKLANGLICHE deren aller fehlsten Nichtverstehensmist DAUERHINEINMASSIERT IN EINER HIRNVERLORENHEIT… die ich mir erkl\u00e4ren lassen mu\u00df! Ich PACK DAS NICHT!\u00a0<\/strong><\/em><\/span>Ihr seid de facto abartigste KosmosfehldenkelementaleSTAUBSAUGER, und nicht mit dem HIRN, sondern it dem HERZEN!! Ja, hammas. HIENICHER GEHT NICHT.\u00a0Ihr stopft in unser tiefstes Alleinklangliche DAS DANABENSTE.. MODERDENKEN in Herzfrisch zum DIE ERSTICKEN! GEISTLOS, immer und immer tiefer und wieder. IHR SEID.. ka Aunung.<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

    AB, ABER<\/span> SOFORT, in geschlossene Anstalten in Zwangsjacken! <\/span>SO WIE IHR an einander HERUMFOLTERT \/und an uns sowieso… nur IHR seid die Edlen auf gradestem Gottwerdungspfade, wohingegen wir das Vieh\/\/, fallt euch nicht einmal ein Unterschied auf… na zack. BITTE, SPERREN WIR DIESE WAHNSINNIGEN DOCH EIN! Wenigstens das!!!<\/span> „<\/span><\/em>Awa das sind ja Schwarzmagier und da f\u00fcrchtet sich die Polizei?“ <\/span><\/em>Ach ja.. ich verga\u00df… na pumm.<\/span><\/h2>\n

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    Ihr seid ja hienicher als hienich!! GAMMELIG WIE PULLED PORK nach drei Jahren auf dem Misthaufen!!!!<\/span><\/h1>\n

    Das blankt einem ja das HIRN, wenn man Frau Svali lesend zuh\u00f6rt, WAS IHR AUS EUREN ERDE!!!!LEBEN MACHT, euch und VOR ALLEM GEILGIERIG anderen… pumm!<\/p>\n

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    UND SAGENHAFT VERTROTTELTE NICHTSE, denn NICHTS WAS IHR TUT, hat auch nur IRGENDEINEN ERDEWAHRZUSAMMENHANG!! <\/span><\/h1>\n

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    die das NIRWANA PREDIGEN, wie derb—– unser Hier-leben-d\u00fcrfen, IST EINE DER HERRLICHSTEN STUFEN, die im Universum m\u00f6glich sind!! UND <\/span><\/span><\/h1>\n

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    HERZEN ALS DENKKOTSACKL<\/span>—<\/span><\/span><\/h1>\n

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    UND DAS WITZIGE IST, alles, was ihr seid und tut, VERPUFFT IHR INS NICHTS.<\/span><\/p>\n

    Denn eure H\u00f6heren oder Gottheiten- oder EGAL WAS:: IST REINSTER WAHNKOKS! <\/span><\/p>\n

    IHR LEBT IM DEN SCHORNSTEIN HINEIN, Leben, eure auch, verbrennend gegen die Erdesch\u00f6nheit. DAS IST ES, und ihr macht EURE HERZEN zu Gackisackis F\u00dcR ALLES FEHLDENKEN DES KOSMOSDER Feimungswesen, also der sehr unfeinen unter uns.. JENEN, die Denkf\u00fchlen in DENKONANIEREN VERHEIZT HABEN: IHR SAMMELT ALL DIESE DRECKDENKEN BAUSTEINE, und macht DARAUS EUREN GOTT.. \u00a0es ist haarig, wie d\u00e4mlich ihr mit aller Gewalt sein wollt!<\/span><\/p>\n

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    UND ES GIBT DEN RAUMSPRUCH!<\/span><\/p>\n

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    Und f\u00fcr den seid ihr nat\u00fcrlich lebendige Schrottpl\u00e4tze, DAS IST KLAR, denn RAUMWEBE IST IMER WAHR… da geht kein Dagegenverballhornenwollen.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

    Arg.. es reibt alleine schon auf, sich ahnend vorzustellen, was f\u00fcr ein Raumwahrungsproblem ihr damit aufgebt! ABER DAS MUSZ angegangen werden, denn ihr seid.. einer der KERNE, ja!!<\/span><\/p>\n

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    So abgrundtief unehrenhaftes Verhalten kann NIRGENDWO Ehre ergeben! Ja, wie denn!!<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n

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    NIMM EIN SACKERL F\u00dcR’S KOSMOSDERFEHLWESENGACKERL!! HAMMA! <\/span><\/span><\/h1>\n

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    WO D\u00dcRFMA DIE HIRNGACKERLSACKERLN LIEFERN!!!!? Und ihr Lieben mit dem Hirntheater in Gottsatans-Nichtmenschseinwollen-SUBBUGLIO d\u00fcrft w\u00e4hlen, ob ihr von Reptos – niederen, denn ihr seid’s ja schon zaach, oder Dracos oder Affinem verputzt werden wollt… ihr EUER HERZ DAZU AUFWENDENEN!!!<\/em> <\/span>Gackerlsackerln f\u00fcr jeden DENKMIST DES KOSMOS!!<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/h1>\n

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    JESUS CHRISTUS mit seinem HIENICHEN VATER IM Pimmel 🎈<\/span><\/em><\/span><\/span><\/h1>\n

    Macholetschert(WEIBER IMMER, aber angekettet und hingemacht!!)-<\/span><\/em><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

    HIMMEL<\/em><\/span>! UND HIER DIE ERDE, unsere ganze Ehre und Freude, hier eine treue Lebensspanne werklegen zu d\u00fcrfen, in dieser herrlichen F\u00fclle und Sch\u00f6nheit..<\/span><\/em><\/span><\/h1>\n

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    Ich zitiere Herrn Mark Passio – auch ein Wort, das ihr kapieren k\u00f6nntet…<\/span><\/h1>\n

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    Seine sieben Tods\u00fcnden DES ECHTEN MENSCHEN – das was ihr mit aller Kraft eurer Herzen nicht hirnsein wollt!!!! WER SICH SELBST ERSCHAFFEN WILL, endet IMMER UND AUSNAHMSLOS ALS IDIOTfellchen oder -gefieder<\/span><\/p>\n

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    MURDER<\/span><\/strong> __ da seid hr ja echte Kracher!!<\/span><\/p>\n

    ASSAULT<\/span><\/strong> __ euer t\u00e4gliches Herzileinonanieren<\/span><\/p>\n

    RAPE<\/span><\/strong> __ DAS ALS ILLumiNATEN tun.. einfach so, UM SICH GARANTIERT F\u00dcHLLOS ZU TREMMELN, dabei andere, die dabe inerlich vergehen, nutzend!!! JA HAMMAS!! WELCHE M\u00dcTTER HABEN EUCH GESCHISSEN!!!!? WAS IST EUCH MENSCHSEIN UND FRAUEN!!!<\/span><\/p>\n

    THEFT<\/span><\/strong> _ all euer Globalismus kurzgefa\u00dft…<\/span><\/p>\n

    machen wir weiter:<\/span><\/p>\n

    TRESPASS<\/span><\/strong> ______ ihr verfottfickt uns die ERDE in eure Hirnlosherzrammelei !!!<\/span>\u00a0Hausfreidensbruch IN DER GESAMTEN ERDE, unserer Gastgeberin!!!!!!! HAUT AB. BEGEHT LEIBSELBSTMORD und DRIFTET DA HIN, WO IHR MEINT, hinzWOLLEN!<\/span> <\/span><\/p>\n

    DA IHR DIE ERDE ABLEHNT, HAUT AB!! <\/em><\/strong><\/span><\/span><\/h2>\n

    Aber la\u00dft Echtmenschen und all deren in die Erde wohlwachsende Lebenswerke in Ruh!!!<\/strong><\/span><\/span><\/h1>\n

    COERTION<\/strong><\/span> _ ohne die k\u00f6nnt ihr nicht einmal aufstehen, gell??<\/span><\/p>\n

    DECEPTION<\/strong><\/span>__ davon seid ihr die Enciclopedia Britannica als HirnchenFLEISCHESLUST..<\/span><\/p>\n

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    IHR VERWENDET EURE HERZKRAFT, um GEGEN ALLES LEBEN ZU GEHEN, alle Fehldenkrassen des Kosmos in euch einbauend… pumm.<\/span><\/h2>\n

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    svalispeaksagain<\/a> 9:19 pm on<\/em> April 11, 2024<\/abbr><\/span>
    \nTags:     autobiography ( 2 )<\/a>, Jesuit ( 18 )<\/a>, mind control ( 97 )<\/a>, occult, programming ( 86 )<\/a>, ritual abuse ( 93 )<\/a>, SRA ( 73 )<\/a> \u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n

    Never Give Up: Intro and part of chapter\u00a01<\/a><\/span><\/h1>\n<\/header>\n
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    I will be posting some excerpts here from my autobiography, Never Give Up, here. This is the introduction and part of Chapter 1<\/span><\/p>\n

    Introduction<\/a><\/span><\/h1>\n

    I remember being told, when I was a very young child, to say the words, with other children, \u201cIch bin eine kinder macht zachens gut\u201d (I am a child who does things well). I believed it then, because life really was about performing well. But now, as I am older, I realize that this was not really true. I was a child who desperately wanted to be loved.<\/em><\/span><\/p>\n

    \u00a0 This is an autobiography in which I describe parts of the first twelve years of my life growing up in a highly organized and extremely wealthy occultic group: the Jesuit Order. Their wealth enables them to build extremely sophisticated programming studios and laboratories, and to use and develop advanced healing and mind control technologies. This autobiography does not include all memories, of course, since that would require a library of books. Instead, I share the memories that stand out the most from these early years. It is thus a \u201csnapshot\u201d of various scenes I lived through as a child to show what it was like to experience these events. While in previous books, I have discussed programming more from the observer perspective, in this book, I am much more personal.<\/span><\/p>\n

    This book is not written in chronological order. The first chapter covers a few key milestones in my infancy. The remaining chapters are grouped according to topic, and cover memories from various ages within that topic. In these chapters, I often share how early trauma and training lay the foundations for later programming and training for the skill area or job discussed in that chapter.<\/span><\/p>\n

    I realize that some of the memories I share, especially in the mage and spiritual training sections, may be hard to believe. I may be accused of having read too many \u2018fantasy novels\u2019 (which I never have and never will read since they have always frightened me). I believe that instead, some (but, of course, not all) writers in that genre may be actually drawing from their memories of these types of things. I am also aware that some of the events I describe can be attributed to cult members dressed in costumes in elaborate setups, the use of virtual reality, drugs and hypnosis and other forms of trickery.<\/span><\/p>\n

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    However, I also believe that not all things that occur in our world can be explained this simply. I believe that there is a spiritual, or even unknowable element to some experiences, i.e., encounters with forces that defy material or rational explanation. All that I can do is to share for the record my own encounters with these beings according to how I experienced these events, alongside the memories of the more mundane and very physical events of my childhood growing up in an occult training facility.<\/span><\/p>\n

    My memories are not unique. Many survivors around the world from various cults and agencies that practice mind control have reported similar things, including the military and assassin training, the training to respond to visual codes, tones, colors and other cues; spiritual training, and being wedded to Satan. None of these training and events are unique to the Jesuit order, although methods may vary from those used in other groups.<\/span><\/p>\n

    I have heard concerns that sharing memories about programming is giving too much information, possibly providing a \u201cblueprint\u201d for \u201chow to program people.\u201d I do not agree because programming involves much more than reading how one group does things. Reading memories of how one organized group programs their members, and then being able to program others, i.e., elicit the desired behaviors and beliefs in the subject, would be similar to reading a book on quantum physics, and then being able to build a spaceship. It simply can\u2019t be done. A lot more knowledge and skill are required to be able to program people than is described in this book. Additionally, the groups capable of conducting the kind of programming described in this book are already doing the things described here, since this is from fifty years ago and things have advanced exponentially since then.<\/span><\/p>\n

    I have written this autobiography for several reasons. One is to expose what is going on in a world that is increasingly confronting what can simply be termed as \u201cevil\u201d, and some of the experiences that produce people capable of this evil. I also want to validate the memories of those who have survived similar types of abuse. I describe the impacts of such abuse on a young child and over that person\u2019s lifetime, and hope that this would be helpful not only to survivors, but also to therapists and others who support survivors. To emphasize hope and the incredible strength and capacity for humanity that survivors retain despite pervasive early abuse, I share too how I began to question and break free of the abuse and control, despite my years of indoctrination, trauma and mind-controlled, programmed obedience to the Order where I had perpetrated against others under orders.<\/span><\/p>\n

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    In the book I describe several memories of the Order investing tremendous amounts of time, effort, manpower and finances on the spiritual training and spiritually-themed programming of their infants and children. Some readers may ask, \u201cWhy on earth do they go to such a great lengths to instill occult beliefs in their children?\u201d The answer is that the Jesuit Order in its dark side completely believes in the concepts of ascension (into immortality, bliss and fulfilment) and descension (into mortality and hell). Religion is a great motivator, as seen historically and around the world, and the Jesuits are no exception. They are fervent in their beliefs in ascension and descension to a degree that would put to shame many of the most fervent believers in many faiths. They spend a great deal of time passing their beliefs on to each new generation, as my memories illustrates, and believe that children must be introduced very early to these concepts in order to fully believe and grasp such concepts. As very young children learn best through concrete experiences, they train and program children through the use of older cult members dressed up as spiritual entities, and take them through studios designed to look like locations in the spiritual realms or dimensions. They believe that without these early concrete experiences, the child when older will eventually have much greater difficulty in accessing the dimensions, and seeing, hearing and interacting with immortal beings who assist with ascension.<\/span><\/p>\n

    Finally, this is my personal story. As human beings, we each long for someone to hear our story, whether good or bad, as this is part of the processing that occurs for those who have survived extreme trauma. In a sense, this is my narrative shared with the world now, in hopes that it will accomplish some good, and provide some hope for others who long to be free.<\/span><\/p>\n

    The memories shared within these pages are the result of 35 years of working at healing. These memories did not come forward quickly, easily or painlessly. It involved many years of journaling, therapy, prayer ministry, using dolls and other toys to act out what had happened, as well as other modalities. Over time, I have gained a much better understanding of what my life was, and as a result, what I want to rest of my life to be.\u00a0 I want it to be free of the manipulation, the demands for performance, and the spiritual darkness that characterized my younger years. My greatest desire is to now live my life in thanksgiving to the God of the Bible, and His son, Jesus, who have forgiven me for the terrible \u2013 and painful \u2013 things I was forced to do, throughout my life.<\/span><\/p>\n

    Defining Some Terms Used in this Book<\/a><\/span><\/h2>\n

    Dissociation and Programming:<\/strong> When a person is subjected to extreme pain to the degree that his\/her mental, emotional or physical survival is threatened, that person can dissociate<\/strong>, i.e., create a new state of consciousness that is capable of doing anything in order to survive or stop the trauma. Emotional traumas, such as abandonment, even in the absence of physical traumas, especially by an attachment figure, can also cause dissociation. This new state of consciousness is extremely suggestible. Programmers in the cults consider this a type of tabula rasa<\/em> state: in order to survive, this new state of consciousness will believe\/do\/feel whatever it is told to think\/do\/feel and is easily convinced that this compliance is what stops the abusers from abusing him\/her. Common terms for these new states of consciousness include \u201cpersonalities\u201d, \u201cparts\u201d or \u201calters\u201d. The goal of cult-controlled dissociation as described in these pages is to \u2018program<\/strong>\u2019 the child: (1) subject a young child to enough pain, physical or mental, or both, to create new states, (2) give them names or codes, (3) teach these new states specific beliefs, emotions and\/or jobs, (4) condition these parts into continued compliance by reward and punishment. In this book, I use the term \u2018parts\u2019<\/strong>. \u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

    Cult host:<\/strong> the cult host is the part of the child raised in a cult who lives the child\u2019s cult life, e.g., this is the part who is out in the body during rituals, meetings and lessons in the cult facilities, and so on. This part will not be amnesic to the cult activities. For me, this was the part of me that felt most substantial and most like the \u201creal me\u201d since most of my life was spent in cult facilities or carrying out duties for the cult in other settings.<\/span><\/p>\n

    Presenter<\/strong>: In the Jesuit order, these are the parts of an individual that are created to be \u201cout\u201d, or to present and live in the \u201cnormal world\u201d in \u201cordinary families\u201d outside the training facility. These parts are programmed to present in various countries, and will have families that host them starting at age three. Each presenter in each country will have been programmed to have its own name, personality, abilities and preferences, and to be completely amnesic to all cult activities, as well as to the activities of the other presenter parts. Despite being one set of parts, they will believe that they are the entire person, and only recall an ordinary life with no hint of any cult existence. Presenter parts are typically programmed to disbelieve, deny, or be highly distressed by any cult-related memories.<\/span><\/p>\n

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    Internalize: <\/strong>During early childhood, we tend to internalize the things we experience and see (building a sense of reality and how the world works). Programmers take advantage of this natural developmental period to introduce parts to concrete experiences that demonstrate to the child the scenarios, people and beliefs that they want the child to internalize. For instance, if they want the child to internalize a castle, they will take the child to spend time in this castle. If they want the child to develop an internal \u2018castle guard\u2019, they will have a designated part spend time with a castle guard (to role model the beliefs and behaviors), then dress the part up as a castle guard and have the part act out this role. This kind of \u2018internalization\u2019 is common across individuals who experience early trauma, for instance, the person who realizes that they still hear their critical parents\u2019 voices inside their heads long after they have attained adulthood. Due to the dissociation, parts subject to these setups may only have experiences of the \u2018reality\u2019 that their programmers had them \u2018experience\u2019.<\/span><\/p>\n

    Programming studio:<\/strong> These are large dedicated rooms or areas for programming in the cult facilities. These studios would rival the best of any Hollywood filming studio. They can be designed to look like any place that the programmers need, e.g., space ships, pyramids, underwater caverns, the city of Troy, a circus, etc. They have state-of-the-art lighting, animatronics, holograms, walls, ceiling, and floors that are screens that can display any scenario, and other audio-visual technologies to create extremely realistic experiences for the child being programmed in them. During programming scenarios, the adults and older children will put on costumes and act out the scenes (for instance, in a \u2018hell\u2019 scene, they may dress up as demons) that the programmers want the infants and children to learn about and eventually internalize.<\/span><\/p>\n

    Programming laboratories<\/strong>: Often located in the same buildings as the programming studios, these are areas dedicated to research on programming, and where children and adults receive assessments, health checkups, programming schedules and other processes that are critical to their programming. Very sophisticated equipment for programming, data collection, data management and so on is part of these labs.<\/span><\/p>\n

    The Father<\/span>s:<\/strong> Individuals in the Jesuit Order, both men and women, (yes, there are both sexes in the occultic side of this order, unlike the male only father<\/span>s in the public side) who have undergone the full training required and completed the coming of age ceremony at age 13 (described later in this book), are titled \u2018father<\/span>s\u2019. For instance, as a child, I called my primary mentor, \u201cFather<\/span> Mattheo\u201d.<\/span><\/p>\n<\/div>\n

    WISST IHR HIENICHEN, was ein Vater ist, ein Mann und Mensch und Vater!!!!? Und Mann seiner Frau, der Mutter seiner Kinder!!!?<\/h1>\n
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    The Father<\/span>s I Loved<\/strong>: As the Order understands the importance of attachment and community for mind control, each child raised in the Order will be given 12 primary Father<\/span>s to be bonded to from infancy. Three of these 12 will be designed as the child\u2019s primary programmers, and the child will be conditioned to bond most strongly with these three father<\/span>s. This bonding starts in the womb, then throughout infancy and childhood. It is common for individuals in the Order to be assigned three new primary programmers as they become adults. This is to ensure that the person continues to be bonded to agents capable of controlling them as their original programmers age, and that there is no risk of losing control over that individual should their original programmers die. These new programmers are typically selected from among peers who he\/she is already very close to, such as a twin, a classmate (who is as close to them as any biological sister or brother could be), or a close mentor.<\/span><\/p>\n

    Class:<\/strong> At the age of six, children raised in the Jesuit programming facilities are assigned to a class consisting of eleven other children their own age, to create a group of twelve for each class. There are multiple classes within each facility, and each class will have their own dormitory. These children eat together, sleep together, go to classes together, go through physical training together, and bond extremely closely to one another. The father<\/span>s tell them that they are \u201csisters\u201d and \u201cbrothers\u201d. The children consider their classmates to be sisters and brothers, emotionally, even if not genetically. Along with the father<\/span>s, these classmates comprise the child\u2019s \u201cfamily\u201d when growing up in the facility.<\/span><\/p>\n<\/div>\n

    HIRNARSCHL\u00d6CHER, ZUGEN\u00c4HTE ALLE MITNANDER!! Ja, wie abartig denn noch!!!!? <\/span><\/h1>\n

    DAMIT IHR BESONDERS SEID? DAS GEHT SO.. nur in extrem PEINLICHER Weise… <\/span><\/span><\/h1>\n

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    IHR SEID DAS HIENICHSTE DES Kosmos der Fehldenkwesensackln! ________weil ihr nat\u00fcrlich angelegt seid F\u00dcR VOLLES ECHTWAHRLEBEN!!! Was wenige Kosmosrassen SO SCH\u00d6N SIND WIE WIR,, also in unserer Art, ja!! ____<\/span> <\/em>\u00a0<\/span>LOGO, v\u00f6llig narrisch wahntorkelnde MENSCHEN k\u00f6nnen die <\/span>gr\u00f6\u00dfte MASSE AN MEISTERLOSIGKEIT enthalten.. HERRSCHAFTSSEITEN! <\/span><\/h1>\n

    DAS STELLT IHR MIT DER ERDE AN. Ja, hammas!<\/span><\/h1>\n

    IHR SEID DAS HINTERLETZTD\u00c4MLICHSTE unter egal welchem ASPEKT man EURE BRAIN-BLUNZNGR\u00d6STLN DA BETRACHTET!!!! IHR SEID D\u00c4MLICHER als alle Daemonen und sonstigen Ehschonsuperdeppen, AM WERDEN VORBEI EUCH DIE PIMMELCHENS auf Enthornungsstellen am Kalberl, gell, <\/span><\/span><\/h2>\n