{"id":100786,"date":"2026-07-11T13:10:10","date_gmt":"2026-07-11T12:10:10","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/orgelimstephansdom.at\/?p=100786"},"modified":"2026-07-11T14:20:37","modified_gmt":"2026-07-11T13:20:37","slug":"was-plapperschleiern-unsere-sexy-politicians-denn-heute-so-als-ihre-arbeit-fuer-unser-land","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/orgelimstephansdom.at\/?p=100786","title":{"rendered":"Was plapperschleiern unsere sexy Politicians denn heute so als &#8222;Ihre Arbeit f\u00fcr unser Land&#8220;!?"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>WENN DU, verdammtnochmal, DINGE, BETRAUUNGEN WIR RAUMWAHRUNG, des Landes, DEINES AUCH Landes&#8230; ODER SOGAR GOTTESBEZUG, n\u00fcchtern wahr und tats\u00e4chlich den kosmischen Strukturenatem UNSERE Geamtwesensraumstr\u00f6mungsgebildes, ALS ANGEBLICHE AUFGABE UND BETRAUUNG HAST, dann hast du nicht in von KINDERMORDEN UND \u00c4RGSTEM gepolsterten DAHERSCHLEICHPOSITIONEN dein Leben unt\u00e4tig und nichtsn. utzig, UND WOM\u00d6GLICH DEN SATURNALIENSCHEISZ hinter verschlossenen T\u00dcREN MITS\u00dcCHTLND, zu machen.<\/p>\n<p>EBENSOWENIG HABEN SIE DEPPERTE TUSSIS hinzusetzen und die den Speichel von den Lefzen zu lecken! DAS IST ICHT WOHLERZOPGEN, das ist schlicht THEMENVERFEHLUNG EINES, auch, FRAUENLEBENS! Das s\u00fc\u00dfe Wiener M\u00e4del &#8230; ist zumeist&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>tja&#8230; schaut doch einmal hin, ihr emanzipierten M\u00e4dels, hmmm?<\/p>\n<p>ICH kennen meine Mammi inzwischen.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Da k\u00f6nnte es euch auch gelingen!<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" class=\"image-preview__image image-preview__image--loaded\" src=\"https:\/\/as2.ftcdn.net\/v2\/jpg\/01\/83\/91\/85\/1000_F_183918572_kHXRZaGSi5el9PFPgESgLcOv4YXzrQLR.jpg\" alt=\"Hufeisen, vierbl\u00e4ttriges Kleeblatt und Marienk\u00e4fer auf Holz Stock-Foto ...\" data-v-8ae5d094=\"\" data-test-id=\"image-preview-image\" data-clarity-loaded=\"1g6gzmo\" \/><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Herzlich,<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>der Wiener Plauderotter &#8211; Wien hat anders zu werden!<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/orgelimstephansdom.at\/?attachment_id=93428\" rel=\"attachment wp-att-93428\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-93428\" src=\"https:\/\/orgelimstephansdom.at\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/09\/h-verehrungsvoll-der-wiener-plauderotter-1.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"600\" height=\"402\" srcset=\"https:\/\/orgelimstephansdom.at\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/09\/h-verehrungsvoll-der-wiener-plauderotter-1.jpg 600w, https:\/\/orgelimstephansdom.at\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/09\/h-verehrungsvoll-der-wiener-plauderotter-1-300x201.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 600px) 100vw, 600px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/orgelimstephansdom.at\/?attachment_id=96618\" rel=\"attachment wp-att-96618\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-96618\" src=\"https:\/\/orgelimstephansdom.at\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/logo-neu-400x400-1-1.png\" alt=\"\" width=\"400\" height=\"400\" srcset=\"https:\/\/orgelimstephansdom.at\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/logo-neu-400x400-1-1.png 400w, https:\/\/orgelimstephansdom.at\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/logo-neu-400x400-1-1-300x300.png 300w, https:\/\/orgelimstephansdom.at\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/logo-neu-400x400-1-1-150x150.png 150w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 400px) 100vw, 400px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><iframe loading=\"lazy\" title=\"Rote R\u00fccktrittsaufforderungen an die ORF-Chefs | krone.tv NEWS\" width=\"500\" height=\"281\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/2ybzVUQ943Q?feature=oembed\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture; web-share\" referrerpolicy=\"strict-origin-when-cross-origin\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>UND GAR UNSERE HEILIGE R\u00d6MISCH \u00a0KATHLISCHE KLERUSSE!!<\/p>\n<p>Wie greift Papst und Fransen IN UNSERE HEUTIGEN LEBEN WOHLTUEND MITEIN?<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<section class=\"section section--evidence section--isStatic\">\n<div class=\"section__head\">\n<h2><span style=\"color: #cc99ff;\">TAGESLESUNG<\/span><\/h2>\n<\/div>\n<div class=\"section__wrapper\">\n<div class=\"section__content\">\n<p><span style=\"color: #cc99ff;\">Lesung aus dem Buch der Sprichw\u00f6rter<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #cc99ff;\">Spr 2,\u00a01\u20139<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #cc99ff;\">Mein Sohn, wenn du meine Worte annimmst\u00a0und meine Gebote beherzigst, der Weisheit Geh\u00f6r schenkst,\u00a0dein Herz der Einsicht zuneigst, wenn du nach Erkenntnis rufst,\u00a0mit lauter Stimme um Einsicht bittest, wenn du sie suchst wie Silber,\u00a0nach ihr forschst wie nach Sch\u00e4tzen, dann wirst du die Furcht des\u00a0Herrn\u00a0begreifen\u00a0und Gotteserkenntnis finden.<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #cc99ff;\">Denn der\u00a0Herr\u00a0gibt Weisheit,\u00a0aus seinem Mund kommen Erkenntnis und Einsicht.<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #cc99ff;\">F\u00fcr die Redlichen h\u00e4lt er Hilfe bereit,\u00a0den Rechtschaffenen ist er ein Schild.<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #cc99ff;\">Er h\u00fctet die Pfade des Rechts\u00a0und bewacht den Weg seiner Frommen.<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #cc99ff;\">Dann wirst du Recht und Gerechtigkeit begreifen,\u00a0Redlichkeit und jede gute Bahn.<\/span><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/section>\n<section class=\"section section--evidence section--isStatic\">\n<div class=\"section__head\">\n<h2><span style=\"color: #008080;\">EVANGELIUM VOM TAG<\/span><\/h2>\n<\/div>\n<div class=\"section__wrapper\">\n<div class=\"section__content\">\n<p><span style=\"color: #008080;\">Aus dem heiligen Evangelium nach Matth\u00e4us<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #008080;\">Mt 19,\u00a027\u201329<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #008080;\">In jener Zeit sagte Petrus zu Jesus:\u00a0Wir haben alles verlassen und sind dir nachgefolgt.\u00a0Was werden wir daf\u00fcr bekommen?<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #008080;\">Jesus erwiderte ihnen: Amen, ich sage euch:\u00a0Wenn die Welt neu geschaffen wird\u00a0und der Menschensohn\u00a0sich auf den Thron der Herrlichkeit setzt,\u00a0werdet auch ihr, die ihr mir nachgefolgt seid,\u00a0auf zw\u00f6lf Thronen sitzen und die zw\u00f6lf St\u00e4mme Israels richten.<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #008080;\">Und jeder,\u00a0der um meines Namens willen H\u00e4user\u00a0oder Br\u00fcder oder Schwestern\u00a0oder Vater oder Mutter oder Kinder\u00a0oder \u00c4cker verlassen hat, wird daf\u00fcr das Hundertfache erhalten\u00a0und das ewige Leben erben.<\/span><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/section>\n<section class=\"section section--evidence section--isStatic\">\n<div class=\"section__head\">\n<h2><span style=\"color: #666699;\">WORTE DER P\u00c4PSTE<\/span><\/h2>\n<\/div>\n<div class=\"section__wrapper\">\n<div class=\"section__content\">\n<p><span style=\"color: #666699;\">Ein Leben f\u00fcr Gott ist ein gl\u00fcckliches Leben, das sich jeden Tag im Gebet, in den Sakramenten und in der Begegnung mit den Br\u00fcdern und Schwestern erneuert, mit denen uns der Herr auf unserem Weg zusammenf\u00fchrt. In herzlicher Gemeinschaft und im f\u00fcrsorglichen Handeln gegen\u00fcber den Bed\u00fcrftigen erneuern sich die Wunder der N\u00e4chstenliebe. Wenn ihr also sp\u00fcrt, dass Christus euch ruft, ihm auf einem Weg besonderer Hingabe zu folgen \u2013 als Priester, Ordensfrauen, Ordensm\u00e4nner, Katecheten \u2013, dann f\u00fcrchtet euch nicht, euch in seine Spuren zu begeben: Wie er selbst versichert hat \u2013 und auch ich m\u00f6chte euch das hier heute mit Nachdruck sagen \u2013, werdet ihr \u201edas Hundertfache und [\u2026] das ewige Leben\u201c erhalten (<i>Mt<\/i>\u00a019,29).<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #666699;\">[\u2026] Lassen wir uns von der Sch\u00f6nheit der Liebe begeistern, werden wir zu Zeugen der Liebe, die Jesus uns geschenkt und gelehrt hat! Bezeugen wir jeden Tag, dass es sch\u00f6n ist zu lieben, dass die gr\u00f6\u00dften Freuden in allen Bereichen daraus entstehen, dass wir im Stande sind zu geben und uns zu verschenken, insbesondere wenn wir uns denen zuwenden, die am bed\u00fcrftigsten sind. Das Licht der N\u00e4chstenliebe, das in den Familien gepflegt und im Glauben gelebt wird, kann die Welt wirklich verwandeln, auch in ihren Strukturen und Institutionen, damit jeder Mensch Anerkennung findet und niemand vergessen wird. (Papst Leo XIV., Apostolische Reise nach \u00c4quatorialguinea, Begegnung mit Jugendlichen und Familien im Stadion von Bata, 22. April 2026)<\/span><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<h1 style=\"padding-left: 120px;\"><span style=\"color: #ffffff;\">EIN BL\u00d6DERES GESTAMMLE OHNE JEDEN ZUSAMMENHANG MIT ERDE WERDEN LEBEN MENSCHEN UND dem Alltragenden, das WIR gerne aus Dank das G\u00f6ttliche nennen,<\/span><\/h1>\n<h1 style=\"padding-left: 120px;\"><span style=\"color: #ffffff;\">KRIEGE ICH IN KEINEM BEHINDERTENKINDERGARTEN! bp<\/span><\/h1>\n<\/section>\n<p>https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=eWdGVM7nj4A<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #808000;\">LEUTE!! DER GESAMTE BIBELDRECK, der einen GOTT L\u00dcGT, und aus Wesen besteht, die das Menschsein nicht begreifen, und damit EGAL WAS AUFF\u00dcHREN, geh\u00f6rt endlich aus unserem Dom raus! SO EINFACH, anstatt diee Lachhaftwichserln da noch zu7 hofieren! REDEN SIE MIT IHREN GESCHIRR, um es abzuwaschen und wider serviertauglich zu machen!! UNSER GELUFTETES MEER, und unser GEBET darin. Denn UNS ist das Leben das Gebet&#8230; Christus, Sie erinnern sich, will nr zu seinem Vater in der Himmelssch\u00fcssel&#8230;. DAS KANN nicht der Experte sein&#8230; beziehungsweise ist genau das: ein Volldanaben.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #666699;\">Willst du gut sein, beginnt das damit, da\u00df du daf\u00fcr deine Werte zusammenschreibst. UND DER ERSTE KANN NUR SEIN, anderen WAHR BESTEHEN ZU LASSEN! Und schon diesen Allergrundlegendste erf\u00fcllt de gesamte Bibelmaulrotte null, UND WILL DAS AUCH NICHT, denn sie ist unf\u00e4ghig SO &#8222;HOHE&#8220; Willekr\u00e4fte zu raumstellen. bp, und ich habemir die Br\u00fcderinnen und Schweterer weidlich &#8222;angeschaut.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 80px;\">F\u00fcr mich werdet ihr langsam billige Schmierenm\u00e4derln, ich sag&#8217;s ehrlich. Dem Covizid die Lippenstiftglubscherln zu dienen, und und und endlos. WARUM haben so viele Frauen Mumm, Kraft, Reinheit und daraus Sch\u00f6nheit des Handelns f\u00fcr uns alle, Hirn!!!? Und&#8230; ihr: <span style=\"color: #cc99ff;\">ja, bitte, was?<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<h2 style=\"padding-left: 40px;\"><span style=\"color: #99cc00;\">in anderen Worten:\u00a0<\/span><\/h2>\n<p><iframe loading=\"lazy\" title=\"Rachid Alexander Male Belly Dancer \u0442\u0430\u043d\u0435\u0446 \u0436\u0438\u0432\u043e\u0442\u0430\" width=\"500\" height=\"281\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/Y2fUbld3x9I?feature=oembed\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture; web-share\" referrerpolicy=\"strict-origin-when-cross-origin\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe><\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 40px;\">vibra la tu vida<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><iframe loading=\"lazy\" title=\"Pornography is Torture by Anastasia Sprout, MSW\" width=\"500\" height=\"281\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/bGbMgDd2k7o?feature=oembed\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture; web-share\" referrerpolicy=\"strict-origin-when-cross-origin\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<h2><\/h2>\n<h2><\/h2>\n<h2 class=\"header-anchor-post\">ORIGINAL BITTE HIER:\u00a0<a href=\"https:\/\/careavan.substack.com\/p\/excerpt-7-temporarily-evil-fault\">https:\/\/careavan.substack.com\/p\/excerpt-7-temporarily-evil-fault<\/a><\/h2>\n<h2><\/h2>\n<h2><\/h2>\n<h2><\/h2>\n<h2 class=\"header-anchor-post\">Chapter 9: Fires of Hell (Age 17)<\/h2>\n<div class=\"pencraft pc-display-flex pc-alignItems-center pc-position-absolute pc-reset header-anchor-parent\">\n<div class=\"pencraft pc-display-contents pc-reset pubTheme-yiXxQA\">\n<div id=\"\u00a7chapter-9-fires-of-hell-age-17\" class=\"pencraft pc-reset header-anchor offset-top\"><\/div>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<h3 class=\"header-anchor-post\">Recall 2021, Age 51<\/h3>\n<div class=\"pencraft pc-display-flex pc-alignItems-center pc-position-absolute pc-reset header-anchor-parent\">\n<div class=\"pencraft pc-display-contents pc-reset pubTheme-yiXxQA\">\n<div id=\"\u00a7recall-2021-age-51\" class=\"pencraft pc-reset header-anchor offset-top\"><\/div>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<h3 class=\"header-anchor-post\">Location of Abuse: Deep Underground Stadium in Las Vegas, NV, beneath the then-Aladdin Hotel and Casino<\/h3>\n<div class=\"pencraft pc-display-flex pc-alignItems-center pc-position-absolute pc-reset header-anchor-parent\">\n<div class=\"pencraft pc-display-contents pc-reset pubTheme-yiXxQA\">\n<div id=\"\u00a7location-of-abuse-deep-underground-stadium-in-las-vegas-nv-beneath-the-then-aladdin-hotel-and-casino\" class=\"pencraft pc-reset header-anchor offset-top\"><\/div>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<p>WARNING: THIS CHAPTER DESCRIBES AN INTENSELY GRAPHIC MASS SATANIC RITUAL THAT TOOK PLACE IN AN UNDERGROUND STADIUM BELOW THE \u201cSTRIP\u201d IN LAS VEGAS \u2013 I believe under the intersection of what is now the Bellagio, the Paris and the Planet Hollywood hotel.<\/p>\n<p>I will start this chapter with a prayer sent to me by a dear friend after she read this testimony, adapted for anonymity. She was a German woman who energetically reminded me of little Pippi, the girl I was forced to kill while in the Yakima, WA-area DUMB. What a gift this friend was to me, this spirit-sister, while we were in touch. I met her in an online spiritual community, though she eventually left. I needed every prayer she \u2013 and everyone in that community \u2013 offered. I also left the community in 2023 due to <a href=\"https:\/\/www.soaarglobal.com\/soaar-blog\/energetic-synthesis-a-case-study\">dysfunctional leadership with cult dynamics<\/a>. To this day, I deeply appreciate the kindness and spiritual support I received while a member there.<\/p>\n<blockquote><p><em>Beloved Holy Presence, In Cosmic Sovereign Law, I am your Compassionate Witness. In service to Anastasia Sprout, I pray with all of my heart to bless her and protect her in the eternal light of God, and in the blessings of the Holy Spirit and Spirits of Christ, to be fully freed from the spiritual burdens and shackles that have been placed upon her, by those Impostors and Deceivers of God&#8217;s eternal light. Through the light of God I am, through the power of love in my heart, I consecrate and bless Anastasia Sprout to be freed into her highest expression and true nature, that she may be fully protected and free, in the eternal light of God, now and always.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>\u2014S. &#x1f496;<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>At age 17 I didn&#8217;t want to go to a horrible mass satanic ritual event on Halloween, but \u201cI\u201d (front life) couldn&#8217;t know that. Because of my subconscious mind-controlled automation deeply installed by then, I had to go. Designed in the torture lab, later reinforced in the dungeon over and over, one part of me was programmed to wake up at night, sneak outside of my home, and silently wait at the corner curb in our suburban neighborhood. There I was picked up by a white van, driven to Paine Field by the Everett, WA Boeing Plant (my mom worked there by day), to an elevator, to a tunnel far, far belowground. Accompanied by two men, I boarded a maglev train to the Las Vegas, NV underground. This place was a massive Death-Cult nest that I believe remains in criminal use there to this day, most likely even more depraved than what I suffered 1987. The best description I\u2019ve found to date on the Deep Underground is in this webinar by an organization called Journey to Truth, titled <strong>D.U.M.B.s &#8211; The Agartha Network &#8211; Hollow Earth (Part 1)<\/strong>: <a href=\"https:\/\/rumble.com\/playlists\/T479eNnPKWY\">https:\/\/rumble.com\/playlists\/T479eNnPKWY<\/a>. I am working on an article about the Uncivilization Underworld, and would appreciate readers sharing any resources you might have on this topic in the comments of this blogpost.<\/p>\n<p>The bulk of this memory scene took place in a subterranean cavity the size of a football stadium. I recalled it in October 2021, at age 51, while in bed with my then-partner, just after waking up. Not a dream, but a post-sleep lucid recall memory.<\/p>\n<p>I read this and other chapters aloud, here:<\/p>\n<div class=\"digestPostEmbed-flwiST\" data-component-name=\"DigestPostEmbed\">\n<div class=\"pencraft pc-display-flex pc-flexDirection-column pc-reset\">\n<h2 class=\"pencraft pc-reset color-pub-primary-text-NyXPlw line-height-36-XIK16z font-display-nhmvtD size-30-tZAWf_ weight-bold-DmI9lw reset-IxiVJZ\">AUDIOBOOK 1-2-3-4-5-6-7: Temporarily Evil: Fault and Forgiveness After Forced Participation in Satanic Ritual Abuse, MK-ULTRA and the Secret Space Program<\/h2>\n<div class=\"pencraft pc-display-flex pc-gap-4 pc-alignItems-center pc-reset\">\n<div class=\"pencraft pc-reset color-pub-secondary-text-hGQ02T line-height-20-t4M0El font-meta-MWBumP size-11-NuY2Zx weight-medium-fw81nC transform-uppercase-yKDgcq reset-IxiVJZ meta-EgzBVA\"><a class=\"inheritColor-WetTGJ\" href=\"https:\/\/substack.com\/profile\/110221463-anastasia-sprout\">ANASTASIA SPROUT<\/a><\/div>\n<div class=\"pencraft pc-reset color-pub-secondary-text-hGQ02T reset-IxiVJZ\">\u00b7<\/div>\n<div class=\"pencraft pc-reset color-pub-secondary-text-hGQ02T line-height-20-t4M0El font-meta-MWBumP size-11-NuY2Zx weight-medium-fw81nC transform-uppercase-yKDgcq reset-IxiVJZ meta-EgzBVA\">15. DEZEMBER 2024<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div class=\"pencraft pc-display-flex pc-flexDirection-row pc-mobile-flexDirection-column pc-gap-16 pc-paddingTop-16 pc-reset\">\n<div class=\"pencraft pc-reset\"><a href=\"https:\/\/careavan.substack.com\/p\/audiobook-temporarily-evil-fault\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\"><picture><source srcset=\"https:\/\/substackcdn.com\/image\/fetch\/$s_!AjAu!,w_280,h_280,c_fill,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep,g_auto\/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Ff59f8a97-0072-4e8e-9635-0b8b1dfad572_1410x2250.heic\" type=\"image\/webp\" \/><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"img-OACg1c mdSquare-pPKPYa pencraft pc-reset\" src=\"https:\/\/substackcdn.com\/image\/fetch\/$s_!AjAu!,w_280,h_280,c_fill,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep,g_auto\/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Ff59f8a97-0072-4e8e-9635-0b8b1dfad572_1410x2250.heic\" sizes=\"auto, 100vw\" alt=\"AUDIOBOOK 1-2-3-4-5-6-7: Temporarily Evil: Fault and Forgiveness After Forced Participation in Satanic Ritual Abuse, MK-ULTRA and the Secret Space Program\" width=\"280\" height=\"280\" \/><\/picture><\/a><\/div>\n<div class=\"pencraft pc-display-flex pc-flexDirection-column pc-reset flex-grow-rzmknG\">\n<p class=\"caption-QiPycG\">Anastasia\u2019s AdVANtures&#8230;CAREaVan! is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber.<\/p>\n<div class=\"pencraft pc-display-flex pc-gap-16 pc-paddingTop-0 pc-paddingBottom-0 pc-alignItems-center pc-reset\">\n<div class=\"pencraft pc-display-flex pc-gap-8 pc-alignItems-center pc-reset link-HREYZo\"><span class=\"pencraft pc-reset color-accent-BVX_7M line-height-20-t4M0El font-text-qe4AeH size-14-MLPa7j weight-semibold-uqA4FV reset-IxiVJZ\">Read full story<\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I walk to the corridor, to the side door, ushered to the room with no star on the door but filled with all the finest BDSM props and baubles that money could buy.<\/p>\n<p><em>I am gussied up, plucked up, fucked up (drugged again), and pushed out by the cake makeup-faced lady handler. Another soldier is waiting. I read his mind: \u201cI want to fuck you\u201d (because the veils are vanished now due to the psychic training and the drugs\u2026not that he\u2019s subtle). We board the open-topped jeep-ish, sheep-ish car, which traverses another tunnel road. Everything is tunnels here until you hit massive rooms like the hot one called Fires of Hell. To call it \u201cvast\u201d is inadequate to describe this cavernous stadium, crafted red and black, stalagmites and one side completely afire from pit to wall to ceiling \u2013 flames crawling and crying out, tearless and hungry. You never know who will be burning, but there are always enslaved children here. I\u2019ve been here before, but tonight, I\u2019m a key part of the main event.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>On one side there is a long spit &#8211; Ah, there! I was grasping for recall of the smells and it comes, thankfully just a knowledge memory and not a somatic one. BBQ, sweet and cloying&#8230;and more senses come online &#8211; that explains some of the smoke &#8211; not really steam, dry smoke, but not crazy, there are some air vents somewhere, high end HVAC. No expenses spared at the Fires of Hell spectre-cal. [Like a rock concert for <a href=\"https:\/\/myfamilypsychologist.com\/the-truth-about-the-dark-tetrad\/\">Dark Tetrad<\/a> \u201cfans.\u201d]<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Today I&#8217;m a dancer\/conjurer\/sexassin. There are platforms, cages and stages, one erected front and center, altars, not bed-beds. Like in the dungeon but on a large scale, there are levers, ropes and pullies for arranging live bodies soon to be dead.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Oh no, yes, another scent &#8211; decomposing flesh in many stages, past dead but still defile-able. There is almost nothing here that is not defile-able. It\u2019s not a staged stage show, it\u2019s all real.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Today the music, if you can call it that, grinds, and I&#8217;m in place for it to move me. Am I really here, or is this just a lucid night terror? I try for denial: I am not the teen body gyrating on stage in an outfit of thick black straps that show all. I am the 4\u20136-year-old girl on the MILAB (Military Lab, location of Torture-Based Mind Control) table, force floated to this place. In that ghostly state, a white wisp, I could see the devil in the fire, or devils &#8211; such multiplicity of faces and claws, forked tongues, hooked phallus and tails&#8230;I can\u2019t close my eyes.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>I remember, re-member. Blending in and out with an inner fourteen-year-old teen part, called B.L., Black Lilith or Blood Lilith&#8230;now sensing into the presence of another, seventeen(?)-year-old part called \u201cYdal Natas\u201d (\u201cLady Satan\u201d backwards), and I am re-minded this was a huge piece of what I was bred to become, if the torture-forming called by handlers \u201ctorturecrafting\u201d didn\u2019t kill me first. My electroshock in my mother\u2019s womb (womb torture), my earlier training as a toddler, as a little girl struggling to survive through coerced killing in the MILAB\/underground; in the pedo-kill porn dungeon, first trafficked, then trained to become a violent dominatrix sex weapon; my \u201csuccess\u201d at each level culminated in a bonus for my handlers (I never saw any payment) and my \u201cgraduation\u201d into a black ops military\/occult black magic project to cultivate, force-channel-embody and broadly project the female antichrist.<\/p>\n<p>At late age 16 I finally \u201coutgrew\u201d my uncle Jerry, by becoming so numb to his sadism, he bored (that part of) me. Though I didn\u2019t know it, this was seen as a crowning achievement in the Death-Cult, and proof I was ready to graduate from him as my handler.<\/p>\n<p>I was sold yet again to become a more active subject of the ongoing psychopathic work of Jack Parsons, who did not in fact die in a big explosion of his own making, but relocated to the military-cult underground\/DUMBs, where he then led the orchestration of his experiments on promising children.<\/p>\n<div class=\"captioned-image-container\">\n<figure>\n<div class=\"image2-inset\">\n<picture><source srcset=\"https:\/\/substackcdn.com\/image\/fetch\/$s_!9N_v!,w_424,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep\/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F89e76902-f508-47ac-91bf-2a2b4ffa423f_194x259.heic%20424w,%20https:\/\/substackcdn.com\/image\/fetch\/$s_!9N_v!,w_848,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep\/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F89e76902-f508-47ac-91bf-2a2b4ffa423f_194x259.heic%20848w,%20https:\/\/substackcdn.com\/image\/fetch\/$s_!9N_v!,w_1272,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep\/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F89e76902-f508-47ac-91bf-2a2b4ffa423f_194x259.heic%201272w,%20https:\/\/substackcdn.com\/image\/fetch\/$s_!9N_v!,w_1456,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep\/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F89e76902-f508-47ac-91bf-2a2b4ffa423f_194x259.heic%201456w\" type=\"image\/webp\" sizes=\"100vw\" \/><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"sizing-normal\" src=\"https:\/\/substackcdn.com\/image\/fetch\/$s_!9N_v!,w_1456,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep\/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F89e76902-f508-47ac-91bf-2a2b4ffa423f_194x259.heic\" sizes=\"auto, 100vw\" srcset=\"https:\/\/substackcdn.com\/image\/fetch\/$s_!9N_v!,w_424,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep\/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F89e76902-f508-47ac-91bf-2a2b4ffa423f_194x259.heic 424w, https:\/\/substackcdn.com\/image\/fetch\/$s_!9N_v!,w_848,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep\/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F89e76902-f508-47ac-91bf-2a2b4ffa423f_194x259.heic 848w, https:\/\/substackcdn.com\/image\/fetch\/$s_!9N_v!,w_1272,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep\/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F89e76902-f508-47ac-91bf-2a2b4ffa423f_194x259.heic 1272w, https:\/\/substackcdn.com\/image\/fetch\/$s_!9N_v!,w_1456,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep\/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F89e76902-f508-47ac-91bf-2a2b4ffa423f_194x259.heic 1456w\" alt=\"\" width=\"194\" height=\"259\" data-attrs=\"{&quot;src&quot;:&quot;https:\/\/substack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com\/public\/images\/89e76902-f508-47ac-91bf-2a2b4ffa423f_194x259.heic&quot;,&quot;srcNoWatermark&quot;:null,&quot;fullscreen&quot;:null,&quot;imageSize&quot;:null,&quot;height&quot;:259,&quot;width&quot;:194,&quot;resizeWidth&quot;:null,&quot;bytes&quot;:7429,&quot;alt&quot;:null,&quot;title&quot;:null,&quot;type&quot;:&quot;image\/heic&quot;,&quot;href&quot;:null,&quot;belowTheFold&quot;:true,&quot;topImage&quot;:false,&quot;internalRedirect&quot;:null,&quot;isProcessing&quot;:false,&quot;align&quot;:null,&quot;offset&quot;:false}\" \/><\/picture>\n<div class=\"image-link-expand\">\n<div class=\"pencraft pc-display-flex pc-gap-8 pc-reset\"><\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div><figcaption class=\"image-caption\">Was Jack Parsons\u2019 death was faked by the Death-Cult? <a href=\"https:\/\/skeptoid.com\/episodes\/4830\">https:\/\/skeptoid.com\/episodes\/4830<\/a><\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n<p>In my recall, Jack Parsons became my new handler.<\/p>\n<p>I have wondered if he was the same \u201cJack Baker\u201d present at my bedside crib ritual abuse that I wrote about in Excerpt 2, Chapter 2, married to someone we knew as \u201cJudy\u201d &#8211; possibly Judy Vary Baker\u2026or are there two \u201cJacks\u201d &#8211; probably many, as I later learned they often used \u201cJ\u201d names for their slave-programmed parts, and that \u201cJack\u201d is also a nickname for Satan:<\/p>\n<div class=\"digestPostEmbed-flwiST\" data-component-name=\"DigestPostEmbed\">\n<div class=\"pencraft pc-display-flex pc-flexDirection-column pc-reset\">\n<h2 class=\"pencraft pc-reset color-pub-primary-text-NyXPlw line-height-36-XIK16z font-display-nhmvtD size-30-tZAWf_ weight-bold-DmI9lw reset-IxiVJZ\">Excerpt 2 &#8211; Temporarily Evil: Fault and Forgiveness After Forced Participation in Satanic Ritual Abuse, MK-ULTRA and the Secret Space Program<\/h2>\n<div class=\"pencraft pc-display-flex pc-gap-4 pc-alignItems-center pc-reset\">\n<div class=\"pencraft pc-reset color-pub-secondary-text-hGQ02T line-height-20-t4M0El font-meta-MWBumP size-11-NuY2Zx weight-medium-fw81nC transform-uppercase-yKDgcq reset-IxiVJZ meta-EgzBVA\"><a class=\"inheritColor-WetTGJ\" href=\"https:\/\/substack.com\/profile\/110221463-anastasia-sprout\">ANASTASIA SPROUT<\/a><\/div>\n<div class=\"pencraft pc-reset color-pub-secondary-text-hGQ02T reset-IxiVJZ\">\u00b7<\/div>\n<div class=\"pencraft pc-reset color-pub-secondary-text-hGQ02T line-height-20-t4M0El font-meta-MWBumP size-11-NuY2Zx weight-medium-fw81nC transform-uppercase-yKDgcq reset-IxiVJZ meta-EgzBVA\">17. DEZEMBER 2024<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div class=\"pencraft pc-paddingTop-24 pc-reset\"><a href=\"https:\/\/careavan.substack.com\/p\/excerpt-2-temporarily-evil-fault\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\"><picture><source srcset=\"https:\/\/substackcdn.com\/image\/fetch\/$s_!8ksH!,w_424,h_212,c_fill,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep,g_auto\/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F5814f5b8-6e31-48de-8e85-7e73d02e7a5f_951x1186.heic%20424w,%20https:\/\/substackcdn.com\/image\/fetch\/$s_!8ksH!,w_848,h_424,c_fill,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep,g_auto\/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F5814f5b8-6e31-48de-8e85-7e73d02e7a5f_951x1186.heic%20848w,%20https:\/\/substackcdn.com\/image\/fetch\/$s_!8ksH!,w_1272,h_636,c_fill,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep,g_auto\/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F5814f5b8-6e31-48de-8e85-7e73d02e7a5f_951x1186.heic%201272w,%20https:\/\/substackcdn.com\/image\/fetch\/$s_!8ksH!,w_1300,h_650,c_fill,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep,g_auto\/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F5814f5b8-6e31-48de-8e85-7e73d02e7a5f_951x1186.heic%201300w\" type=\"image\/webp\" sizes=\"100vw\" \/><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"img-OACg1c fullWidth-Ta6aEE pencraft pc-reset\" src=\"https:\/\/substackcdn.com\/image\/fetch\/$s_!8ksH!,w_1300,h_650,c_fill,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep,g_auto\/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F5814f5b8-6e31-48de-8e85-7e73d02e7a5f_951x1186.heic\" sizes=\"auto, 100vw\" srcset=\"https:\/\/substackcdn.com\/image\/fetch\/$s_!8ksH!,w_424,h_212,c_fill,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep,g_auto\/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F5814f5b8-6e31-48de-8e85-7e73d02e7a5f_951x1186.heic 424w, https:\/\/substackcdn.com\/image\/fetch\/$s_!8ksH!,w_848,h_424,c_fill,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep,g_auto\/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F5814f5b8-6e31-48de-8e85-7e73d02e7a5f_951x1186.heic 848w, https:\/\/substackcdn.com\/image\/fetch\/$s_!8ksH!,w_1272,h_636,c_fill,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep,g_auto\/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F5814f5b8-6e31-48de-8e85-7e73d02e7a5f_951x1186.heic 1272w, https:\/\/substackcdn.com\/image\/fetch\/$s_!8ksH!,w_1300,h_650,c_fill,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep,g_auto\/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F5814f5b8-6e31-48de-8e85-7e73d02e7a5f_951x1186.heic 1300w\" alt=\"Excerpt 2 - Temporarily Evil: Fault and Forgiveness After Forced Participation in Satanic Ritual Abuse, MK-ULTRA and the Secret Space Program\" width=\"1300\" height=\"650\" \/><\/picture><\/a><\/div>\n<div class=\"pencraft pc-display-flex pc-paddingTop-16 pc-reset flex-grow-rzmknG\">\n<p class=\"caption-QiPycG\">Anastasia\u2019s AdVANtures&#8230;CAREaVan! is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div class=\"pencraft pc-display-flex pc-gap-16 pc-paddingTop-0 pc-paddingBottom-0 pc-alignItems-center pc-reset\">\n<div class=\"pencraft pc-display-flex pc-gap-8 pc-alignItems-center pc-reset link-HREYZo\"><span class=\"pencraft pc-reset color-accent-BVX_7M line-height-20-t4M0El font-text-qe4AeH size-14-MLPa7j weight-semibold-uqA4FV reset-IxiVJZ\">Read full story<\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<p>Jack Parsons was a known disciple of Aleister Crowley\u2019s Ordo Templis Orientis (OTO), practicing Black Magic\/Ops with and for the Tavistock-CIA-NASA-Death-Cult organization. These massive resources enabled him to advance his techniques started on adult women, by targeting still-forming, more malleable (and able to make mal) girls. He was obsessed with creating the female anti-Christ, aka Lady Satan or <em>Ydal Natas,<\/em> and I became one of his\/their candidates.<\/p>\n<p>If successful, I was to be paired with their highest performing malevolent male counterpart, their best channeler of <em>Lord Lucifer,<\/em> to incite chaos and \u201crule the world.\u201d These truly mad and evil scientists believed if we could be forced to embody these deities as a couple, and they could control our black magic sexual conjuring, then they could control the entire planet. We could become their high devils on leashes to do their bidding. Or so they thought.<\/p>\n<p>As this knowing coalesced in 2021, I watched my mind slide out of Anastasia-Staci and into the black-red sucking vortex of <em>Ydal Natas,<\/em> or her into me, and felt this massively traumatized, demon-posssessed teen team inside of me, filling my head with the desire to corrupt. Their concentrated rage deepened, blocking my ability to think or further remember, in a battle of evil and good at war in my head. Yet in a crack between the darkness, Anastasia\/Staci-me pushed back and returned to executive control. I slipped in a quick <em>Connect and Protect<\/em> psychic shield prayer, cutting off \u201ctheir\u201d ability to conjure the dark deity any further. My blended bodymind was left flooded with overwhelming lust, but I didn&#8217;t act out with my partner despite intense cravings. But only because he wouldn&#8217;t, despite my fuzzy, dissociated, fumbled initiation.<\/p>\n<p>Looking back, I feel profoundly grateful we didn\u2019t bring this darkness deliberately into our lives then&#8230;I thank him, and all divine goodness, and the practice of sexual boundaries learned and practiced over twenty years in 12-Step sexual recovery that returned as I became more alert. Let the past be the past, and the present be about healing; not ignorant, compulsive reenactments. Later, more related memories emerged.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><em>I remember being back in the stadium of fire&#8230;drugged again&#8230;with so many dark entities\/demons present, it really did seem like hell, with the wall of fire. <\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>It was hell.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>I walk up a ramp, stepping onto a platform with a huge alter &#8222;bed&#8220; atop it, where I begin gyrating. Black-hooded men are marched up the ramp and laid out on the bed, one after another. I crawl on top of them like a snake, channeling dark entities in and through me as I\u2019d been taught. In my haze I can see black shapes flitting, flying everywhere. I rape the men, drawing in and consolidating more dark creatures and power. <\/em>[Initiating sex with a man forced to be there, regardless of what his body is doing, is rape.]<\/p>\n<p><em>I am a broadcaster&#8230;I can broad cast (cast a spell broadly) the dark ecstasy thirst and pleasure, and as I feel the men climax, I slice their neck arteries with a ceremonial knife, and am splattered with their blood. I know my role is to lick and drink. The lust-arousal is so high, I can energetically transmit it far and wide, and the tens of thousands of people in the auditorium seem to drink up the energy, amplifying their pleasure. There are close-up cameras, and this is also displayed on tall video screens above the stage. After the kills, I gouge and mutilate the bodies and cannibalize, vomiting or laughing depending on how overcome I am by \u201cYdal Natas.\u201d Muscled Black male slaves remove each dead body, and then the next man is brought up the ramp.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>So-called \u201celite\u201d men and women (not cult &#8222;throwaways&#8220; \u2013 that horrible insider term) begin to join me on the bed, and to them I am not a teen girl but their Lady Satan. I am not to hurt them, I know. Everything grows progressively degraded with fluids and solids, with me forced to consume disgusting things; with more rapes, of me, or me of them, but nothing hurt. We have inhuman stamina, manic on drugs, dominion, and the dark entity power.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Then progressively younger victims are brought to the stage: teens, boys and girls, toddlers. I have no memory of specifics or how many, other than that the pace of death increased. When victims were ready to be discarded now, their remains are no longer carried off, but rather thrown into the firepit gaping below. The music and crowd noise is loud and agonizing, and everything is blurry.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>The Halloween grand finale \u2013 I think multiple nights of desecration led up to this day, but I was only brought in for this &#8211; the main event &#8211; involves a live birth&#8230;the rolling in a fresh white bed with a naked, hugely pregnant woman restrained and writhing upon it. Her wrists are shackled behind her head. The music has stopped; only a hushed silence and flame-flickers fill the auditorium now.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>The grand de-sacrament.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>The mother is surrounded by people in black with knives, and her skin is cut into as she screams. Red-lipped women also dressed in black kneel on either side of her, leaning as if whispering into each ear. We watch, our orgy paused, waiting on the other ghastly bed. The crowd is riveted to zoom shots on the enormous screens. Her agonized screams are amplified across the stadium, the white linens quickly stained garish red with blood; then her agonized wailing is finally joined by her baby&#8217;s screams. The infant is pulled out roughly, by a man dressed as a classic executioner with black hood. He passes it to another, who holds it up high. The crowd thunders in approval. The executioner then thrusts a large dildo on a stick between the mother\u2019s legs&#8230;it seems familiar. He pulls it out, covered in blood, and also holds this up, to more frenzy of the crowd.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>The music returns, louder than before. Then the mother is set upon by the hoard in black surrounding her, pounding her with weapons like large meat tenderizers, their knives inserted into her vacated belly; her face and head is smashed, her hair is pulled out in globby chunks as her screams shift to gurgles and grunts. I watch her be sawed and dismembered, her limbs eventually tossed upon her dead torso. The bed is lit on fire. Her remains and the ruined bed are burned, soon to become a smoking, smoldering shell. The scene is berserker rage, blood, lust and more, always more.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>I typed this out in revulsion, translating the frenzied scribbles in my journal, and emailed it to some trusted friends in my then-spiritual community. I felt utterly insane, but I knew I had to get this out of me somehow, because the weight of it felt toxic and soul-crushing. I feared I might die instantly, or be murdered for remembering. My DO NOT TELL programming was tearing me up inside, and physically, my eyes had developed an unexplained red inflammation, creepily mirroring the Satanic teenager whose emerging horrifying experiences I was attempting to comprehend.<\/p>\n<div class=\"captioned-image-container\">\n<figure>\n<div class=\"image2-inset\">\n<picture><source srcset=\"https:\/\/substackcdn.com\/image\/fetch\/$s_!hMqU!,w_424,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep\/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F8283aeea-3dcc-490b-ab3c-cf5c190a240b_206x232.jpeg%20424w,%20https:\/\/substackcdn.com\/image\/fetch\/$s_!hMqU!,w_848,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep\/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F8283aeea-3dcc-490b-ab3c-cf5c190a240b_206x232.jpeg%20848w,%20https:\/\/substackcdn.com\/image\/fetch\/$s_!hMqU!,w_1272,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep\/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F8283aeea-3dcc-490b-ab3c-cf5c190a240b_206x232.jpeg%201272w,%20https:\/\/substackcdn.com\/image\/fetch\/$s_!hMqU!,w_1456,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep\/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F8283aeea-3dcc-490b-ab3c-cf5c190a240b_206x232.jpeg%201456w\" type=\"image\/webp\" sizes=\"100vw\" \/><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"sizing-normal\" src=\"https:\/\/substackcdn.com\/image\/fetch\/$s_!hMqU!,w_1456,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep\/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F8283aeea-3dcc-490b-ab3c-cf5c190a240b_206x232.jpeg\" sizes=\"auto, 100vw\" srcset=\"https:\/\/substackcdn.com\/image\/fetch\/$s_!hMqU!,w_424,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep\/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F8283aeea-3dcc-490b-ab3c-cf5c190a240b_206x232.jpeg 424w, https:\/\/substackcdn.com\/image\/fetch\/$s_!hMqU!,w_848,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep\/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F8283aeea-3dcc-490b-ab3c-cf5c190a240b_206x232.jpeg 848w, https:\/\/substackcdn.com\/image\/fetch\/$s_!hMqU!,w_1272,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep\/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F8283aeea-3dcc-490b-ab3c-cf5c190a240b_206x232.jpeg 1272w, https:\/\/substackcdn.com\/image\/fetch\/$s_!hMqU!,w_1456,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep\/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F8283aeea-3dcc-490b-ab3c-cf5c190a240b_206x232.jpeg 1456w\" alt=\"\" width=\"206\" height=\"232\" data-attrs=\"{&quot;src&quot;:&quot;https:\/\/substack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com\/public\/images\/8283aeea-3dcc-490b-ab3c-cf5c190a240b_206x232.jpeg&quot;,&quot;srcNoWatermark&quot;:null,&quot;fullscreen&quot;:false,&quot;imageSize&quot;:&quot;normal&quot;,&quot;height&quot;:232,&quot;width&quot;:206,&quot;resizeWidth&quot;:206,&quot;bytes&quot;:null,&quot;alt&quot;:null,&quot;title&quot;:null,&quot;type&quot;:null,&quot;href&quot;:null,&quot;belowTheFold&quot;:true,&quot;topImage&quot;:false,&quot;internalRedirect&quot;:null,&quot;isProcessing&quot;:false,&quot;align&quot;:&quot;center&quot;,&quot;offset&quot;:false}\" \/><\/picture>\n<div><\/div>\n<\/div><figcaption class=\"image-caption\">2021 recalling these memories brought an eye infection that wouldn\u2019t heal for a long time.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n<p>My friends replied and were merciful with me, recognizing my humiliation, sending me prayers, reminding me that childhood torture-based mind control is slavery, and that forced-participation-in-a-mass-Satanic ritual-or-die is <em>not a choice<\/em> for evil. The shame was almost unendurable for years, but it has helped to consider that I escaped for a reason, and to keep my focus on choosing goodness and service to others.<\/p>\n<p>As mentioned above, I find that educating people about these depravities gives purpose to the tragedy and horror, but it\u2019s still acutely painful to write and read this, almost forty years later. It\u2019s heartbreaking, and only knowledge that <strong>this memory was from 1987, and that this terrible ritual has continued <\/strong><em><strong>at least annually<\/strong><\/em><strong> at multiple places across the world motivates me to use what I went through to awaken others, so we can unite and mobilize to stop it from ever happening again! We need to focus on rescuing children still trapped! I am certain that Las Vegas is NOT the only place like this in the world.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>I fear that musical concerts held in auditoriums throughout the world often have dark mirror events like the one I describe here secretly proceeding below them.<\/strong> Many in the music industry are OEA slaves. Tricking oblivious concertgoers that \u201cit\u2019s just a spectacle\u201d above adds superior excitement to the devil-worshiping criminals practicing their genuinely murderous orgy-rituals underneath.<\/p>\n<figure class=\"gallery-Phxj1j\" data-drag-handle=\"true\" data-component-name=\"ImageGallery\">\n<div class=\"pencraft pc-display-flex pc-flexDirection-column pc-gap-8 pc-reset\">\n<div class=\"pencraft pc-display-flex pc-flexDirection-column pc-gap-8 pc-reset\">\n<div class=\"pencraft pc-display-flex pc-gap-8 pc-reset imageRow-_Y6x8T\"><picture><source 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srcset=\"https:\/\/substackcdn.com\/image\/fetch\/$s_!YmRd!,w_424,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep\/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F6bcb0304-2026-4369-b7b6-b994a97776db_480x360.jpeg%20424w,%20https:\/\/substackcdn.com\/image\/fetch\/$s_!YmRd!,w_474,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep\/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F6bcb0304-2026-4369-b7b6-b994a97776db_480x360.jpeg%20474w\" type=\"image\/webp\" sizes=\"100vw\" \/><img decoding=\"async\" class=\"img-OACg1c image-IE_pDY small-AA4Dt8 zoom-YdDT6p pencraft pc-reset pressable-lg-kV7yq8 pencraft pc-reset\" src=\"https:\/\/substackcdn.com\/image\/fetch\/$s_!YmRd!,w_474,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep\/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F6bcb0304-2026-4369-b7b6-b994a97776db_480x360.jpeg\" sizes=\"100vw\" srcset=\"https:\/\/substackcdn.com\/image\/fetch\/$s_!YmRd!,w_424,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep\/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F6bcb0304-2026-4369-b7b6-b994a97776db_480x360.jpeg 424w, https:\/\/substackcdn.com\/image\/fetch\/$s_!YmRd!,w_474,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep\/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F6bcb0304-2026-4369-b7b6-b994a97776db_480x360.jpeg 474w\" alt=\"\" width=\"474\" \/><\/picture><picture><source srcset=\"https:\/\/substackcdn.com\/image\/fetch\/$s_!ZJw_!,w_424,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep\/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F1ec22f7e-c50c-4c29-bc71-1d0efc6bd09a_600x600.jpeg%20424w,%20https:\/\/substackcdn.com\/image\/fetch\/$s_!ZJw_!,w_474,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep\/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F1ec22f7e-c50c-4c29-bc71-1d0efc6bd09a_600x600.jpeg%20474w\" type=\"image\/webp\" sizes=\"100vw\" \/><img decoding=\"async\" class=\"img-OACg1c image-IE_pDY small-AA4Dt8 zoom-YdDT6p pencraft pc-reset pressable-lg-kV7yq8 pencraft pc-reset\" src=\"https:\/\/substackcdn.com\/image\/fetch\/$s_!ZJw_!,w_474,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep\/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F1ec22f7e-c50c-4c29-bc71-1d0efc6bd09a_600x600.jpeg\" sizes=\"100vw\" srcset=\"https:\/\/substackcdn.com\/image\/fetch\/$s_!ZJw_!,w_424,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep\/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F1ec22f7e-c50c-4c29-bc71-1d0efc6bd09a_600x600.jpeg 424w, https:\/\/substackcdn.com\/image\/fetch\/$s_!ZJw_!,w_474,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep\/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F1ec22f7e-c50c-4c29-bc71-1d0efc6bd09a_600x600.jpeg 474w\" alt=\"\" width=\"474\" \/><\/picture><\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div><figcaption class=\"imageCaption-iHC8xR\">Do big concerts hint at what actually happens &#8211; far more depraved &#8211; below? Note the red and black Satanic themes.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<div id=\"tiktok-iframe?media=1&amp;app=1&amp;url=https%3A%2F%2Fwww.tiktok.com%2F%40taylena023%2Fvideo%2F7211954913385925930&amp;key=e27c740634285c9ddc20db64f73358dd\" class=\"tiktok-wrap outer\" data-attrs=\"{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https:\/\/www.tiktok.com\/@taylena023\/video\/7211954913385925930&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;#taylorswift burning bed visual on#theerastour #theerastourtaylorswift #swifties #fyp #vira\u0142 #selenators #taylorswiftedit #glendaleerastour #swifttok #selenagomezedit #selenagomez #tstheerastour @taylorswift @selenagomez @taylornation #taylornation #tea #drama #popculture @selenafanclub1 #selenafanclub 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Abuse project:<\/p>\n<div id=\"youtube2-UQZm6erwKTs\" class=\"youtube-wrap\" data-attrs=\"{&quot;videoId&quot;:&quot;UQZm6erwKTs&quot;,&quot;startTime&quot;:null,&quot;endTime&quot;:null}\" data-component-name=\"Youtube2ToDOM\">\n<div class=\"youtube-inner\"><iframe loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube-nocookie.com\/embed\/UQZm6erwKTs?rel=0&amp;autoplay=0&amp;showinfo=0&amp;enablejsapi=0\" width=\"728\" height=\"409\" frameborder=\"0\" allowfullscreen=\"allowfullscreen\" data-mce-fragment=\"1\"><\/iframe><\/div>\n<\/div>\n<p>===<\/p>\n<p>Back to 2021\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Knowing sleep was now impossible, I nudged my then-partner, as was our custom when we each awakened in the middle of the night, so we could snuggle and share about our dreams. Mine were these memories, and he, also a survivor of Death-Cult abuse himself, understood the power of reclaiming our stories to bring root-cause healing from extreme trauma. He pulled my stiff body towards his and spooned me, asking expectantly,<\/p>\n<p>\u201cDreams?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I responded slowly at first, my voice muffled and faltering, describing the memory, beyond just dreams. I was in shock, shutting down, but he listened intently, slowly stroking my hair. I sighed into his strong arms, feeling his warmth radiating, thawing me. Eventually, his gentle curiosity helped me get it all out.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhat happened to the baby?\u201d he asked.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI don&#8217;t know\u2026I don\u2019t know.\u201d <em>I don\u2019t want to know.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>He then asked, more gently, \u201cAsk inside\u2026what does your body say?\u201d So I did.<\/p>\n<p><em>As I meditate on what happened on Halloween with the baby, I recall why that knife-on-a-stick seemed familiar. It was a phallus-wand thing that first showed up in memories from the Arlington-Darrington-Granite Falls area in my Washington state Satanic Ritual Abuse memories. I was often raped with this awful phallus-stick, by a group of men who called it \u201cDead Dick.\u201d It was supposedly a petrified penis from someone dead, and they thought it was hilarious. Then I was trained to use a version of it myself to pleasure and\/or harm people. There were strap-on versions, but mostly I recall wand ones. The Death-Cult is indeed obsessed with death and rape.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>In the Las Vegas Deep Underground stadium, the one I saw was large, with a button on it to extend a blade in a 90-degree angle out from the shaft. It had a barb-hook on it. So after the baby was forcibly removed, (I\u2019m sure she was validated in advance to be a girl), the executioner took her tiny body back and impaled her on the phallus. He lifted this wand and her up high over his head, and again the roar of the crowd was deafeningly horrid, drowning out her wail. The crescendo was him pushing the button on the stick, which thrust a knife out of her small stomach, and triggered an all-out frenzied orgy in the stands. <\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>She died.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Continuing to meditate wrapped in safety of my partner\u2019s arms, I recalled another step after that, the cutting out of the baby\u2019s heart, and then being forced to eat part of it, in an unholy inversion of communion. I remembered that as I ate it, I was filled with a dark energy\/power that was indescribable. This was all awful and profane, but then the baby was also dismembered &#8211; what was left of her \u2013 and they put a part of her inside my body, my vagina.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>I am not sure what part it was, but at that point I could no longer see from my human eyes at all, but from a fully demonic etheric\/energy view. Black, blurry shapes surrounded me, many non-human \u2013 I \u201csaw\u201d life-sized reptiles, mantids, wolf heads and human-sized cats with slitted, glowing eyes.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>I came down from &#8222;on high&#8220; on the dais, into the crowd, and I seemed to have magical powers &#8211; I could touch someone and they would faint, or they would seem to have incredible ecstasy&#8230;everyone wanted to touch me or more; it was not like a teen girl moving through a stadium, but a giant energy monster, again hard to describe &#8211; I know it wasn&#8217;t me personally at all. Somehow it must have ended (after going for hours\/days?,) and I was cleaned up and sent back on the bullet train to Everett, Washington.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I recalled before Halloween in 1987 in my regular\/\u201dfront\u201d life, I had suffered a knee injury while playing flag football for my Mariner High School annual \u201cPowderpuff\u201d game, caused by being tackled by a very large senior girl. Was this deliberate? I was scheduled for an ACL knee surgery at a Seattle Catholic hospital called Providence Medical Center. My family chose the sports medicine surgeon for the Seattle Seahawks professional football team to operate on me, Dr. Pierce Scranton. There, I was drugged heavily and kept in bed for a week, with little recall.<\/p>\n<p>What I now suspect is that this was the time they got me back into the mind control (hospital) to test\/wipe my memory after the \u201cFires of Hell,\u201d ritual, and realign me with their programs. I believe I did have my anterior cruciate ligament replaced, but fear that much more happened in secret.<\/p>\n<p>Reflecting on the scenario, I can clearly see the hatred of the innocent, the feminine\u2026the mother tortured and brutally destroyed, the baby born into pain and soon murdered\u2026a teen female forced to perpetrate among a seething mass of \u201celites\u201d\u2026forced to \u201dconsume\u201d the baby in two orifices\u2026the dark mother energy everywhere. Eating her young to become Lady Satan inverted, Ydal Natas.<\/p>\n<p>Ultimately, all of this was buried under forced amnesia and self-hatred. Many days after reclaiming this memory, I wanted to go back to sleep and forget it all \u2013 as I was trained to do. But because I told my loving partner who believed me, and I had written and emailed my journal entry to trusted friends in a spiritual community that was supportive, I couldn\u2019t. In hindsight I see how sharing such horrible memories is a key part of healing from them.<\/p>\n<p>One thing that remains after this memory retrieval \u2013 followed by years of painstaking trauma-integration and spiritual searching \u2013 was the awareness that this kind of ritual involves worship of a feminine version of Satan that I rarely hear others talk about. Not androgynous or trans \u2013 but fully female. This was not a consort nor minion to a male God-figure. This was a feminine fully darkly empowered dark deity. It seemed to be a combination of demon and snake\/reptile\/dragon\/devil\/archon.<\/p>\n<p>I\u2019ve also come to consider that somehow \u201cher\u201d secret correlates to its opposite; the suppressed Sophia female deity consciousness that has also been kept from public awareness &#8211; the extent of the dark <em>and<\/em> light feminine power. This helps explain why so many in leadership in Death-Cult circles are female: The Dark Mothers\/Goddesses\/Witches. And how much they wish to crush the feminine innocence, represented here as a human mother and her little baby girl\u2026and what she might grow up to become.<strong> I\u2019m even more convicted: we need to protect the innocence and positive power of little girls! Of little boys! Of all children! Of everyone! We need to reunite, not divide, families. <\/strong><\/p>\n<div>\n<hr \/>\n<\/div>\n<p>To cope with this memory and the almost debilitating despair that accompanied it, I reached out to my spiritual community and asked for healing guidance. Receiving instruction, I went into deep meditation, where in my mind I went back in time to the Fires of Hell stadium-cavern to deliberately undo the terrors I experienced there.<\/p>\n<p><em>In my imagination I freeze everything, and vaporize all the perpetrators on the stage (except me). I see a column of light appear through the cracking ceiling (sealing) that is quickly breeched, and soon the cavern is filled with bright and loving angelic protectors. They fly directly to the still-alive pregnant mother and release her, carrying her and her unborn babe to safety. I hold a staff in my free right hand and bring it down onto the floor between the beds with a hard strike, like Gandalf facing the Belroc in The Lord of the Rings. The floor cracks open all the way to the foundation, and a bubbling flow of clear, clean blue-green water emerges. It flows into the pit of fire, extinguishing the flames, creating a fresh steam that purifies the air.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>The shaft of sunlight splits the darkness, cutting off all dark spell magic, and casts a sparkly white glow onto the crowds of people still gathered there, to illuminate the truth of what is actually happening. They shrink back, terrified.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>I proclaim loudly, \u201cYou have a choice as all humans do, you can denounce the dark and leave, and begin your life anew, or you can continue this malevolent path, but this place is closed and you must never come back here.\u201d Slowly the light shimmers into the forms of all gathered, and they vanish.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>The angelic guards now stand sentry over the living water, and I know it will not be stifled again.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><strong>I wish that was all that was needed to end the reality of the Uncivilized Underworld beneath Las Vegas, other places in the United States, and other parts of the world, but it isn\u2019t.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><iframe loading=\"lazy\" title=\"Sex Work is Not Work...It&amp;apos;s Torture by Anastasia Sprout, MSW\" width=\"500\" height=\"281\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/CzoWHo0HPvA?feature=oembed\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture; web-share\" referrerpolicy=\"strict-origin-when-cross-origin\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp; &nbsp; WENN DU, verdammtnochmal, DINGE, BETRAUUNGEN WIR RAUMWAHRUNG, des Landes, DEINES AUCH Landes&#8230; ODER SOGAR GOTTESBEZUG, n\u00fcchtern wahr und tats\u00e4chlich den kosmischen Strukturenatem UNSERE Geamtwesensraumstr\u00f6mungsgebildes, ALS ANGEBLICHE AUFGABE UND BETRAUUNG HAST, dann hast du nicht in von KINDERMORDEN UND \u00c4RGSTEM gepolsterten DAHERSCHLEICHPOSITIONEN dein Leben unt\u00e4tig und nichtsn. utzig, UND WOM\u00d6GLICH DEN SATURNALIENSCHEISZ hinter verschlossenen [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[456,453,454,169,439,457,5,455],"class_list":["post-100786","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-allgemeines","tag-beschwichtigungshurung-wien","tag-laecherlichkeit","tag-lachhaftigkeit","tag-oesterreich","tag-politik","tag-uralte-menschenverwertung","tag-wien","tag-wien-muss-anders-werden"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/orgelimstephansdom.at\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/100786","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/orgelimstephansdom.at\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/orgelimstephansdom.at\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/orgelimstephansdom.at\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/orgelimstephansdom.at\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=100786"}],"version-history":[{"count":8,"href":"https:\/\/orgelimstephansdom.at\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/100786\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":100795,"href":"https:\/\/orgelimstephansdom.at\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/100786\/revisions\/100795"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/orgelimstephansdom.at\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=100786"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/orgelimstephansdom.at\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=100786"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/orgelimstephansdom.at\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=100786"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}